I Was Devastated After Losing My Second Baby During Childbirth – Then My 8-Year-Old Son Told Me What He’d Seen My Husband Do
Now I wasn’t sure.
I looked at Willie.
“Mom?”
“Go downstairs for me.”
He hesitated.
“Are you going to ask Dad?”
“Yes.”
He nodded.
I waited until he left, took a deep breath, and went downstairs.
Robert stood at the kitchen sink scrubbing an already spotless pan.
“Robert.”
He didn’t turn.
“Hey.”
“Stop.”
He kept scrubbing for another second.
“Put the sponge down and look at me.”
His hand slowed.
Then he turned.
His expression changed the moment he saw my face.
“What happened?”
“Why was Claire at the hospital that night?”
For half a second, fear crossed his face.
Then it vanished.
“She came to check on us.”
“At night?”
“Everything from that night runs together, Mel. I don’t even know what time it was.”
“It doesn’t for Willie.”
His fingers tightened around the sponge.
“What does Willie have to do with Claire?”
“He saw you near the elevators.”
Robert froze.
“He saw the envelope.”
His expression shifted again.
“What was in it?”
“Nothing that matters.”
“It matters to me.”
“Melanie…”
“What was in the envelope?”
He exhaled.
“Money.”
“Why?”
“Rent. Groceries. Her separation has been rough.”
I stared at him.
“He saw Claire leave with a crying baby.”
Robert’s face collapsed.
“Oh, God.”
“Whose baby was it?”
He looked down.
“Claire’s.”
“Ivy?”
“Yes.”
“Was Ivy there that night?”
“Yes.”
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
“You’d just come out of surgery. Claire needing money didn’t seem like something you needed to carry too.”
The answer came too quickly.
I stared at him.
“Willie thinks you gave your sister money and she walked away with Claudia.”
Robert dropped into a chair.
“No. No, Mel…”
“He saw you touch the baby.”
Robert covered his mouth.
His shoulders shook.
“Did you hold Ivy?”
He looked up sharply.
“Who told you that?”
“Did you?”
“Willie saw you.”
Robert shut his eyes.
“Yes.”
“Why?”
“I don’t know.”
“Try.”
His mouth twisted.
“I needed to hold a baby.”
He swallowed.
“I needed a moment to put my grief on hold.”
I knew Robert had lost Claudia too.
But something still felt wrong.
“Why couldn’t Claire look at me the next day?”
“Maybe she was embarrassed about the money.”
“She gets to hold her daughter every night.”
My voice broke.
“I don’t.”
“Mel, not today.”
Something inside me hardened.
For two weeks, everyone had decided what I could handle.
He started to speak again.
I stopped him.
“You don’t get to do that anymore.”
His hands tightened around the table.
That told me enough.
I turned toward the stairs.
“Where are you going?”
“To get dressed.”
My body still hurt. I had to sit just to put on my shoes.
Then I grabbed my keys.
I was going to Claire’s.
Claire opened the door with Ivy against her shoulder.
The sight froze me.
Ivy made a tiny complaining sound and turned toward Claire’s neck.
Alive.
Warm.
Breathing.
Everything Claudia wasn’t.
Claire stepped back.
“I didn’t know you were coming.”
“I know she’s Ivy.”
Her expression shifted.
“What?”
“Willie saw you at the hospital.”
Claire’s eyes widened.
“What?”
“He saw Robert give you money.”
“Melanie…”
“He saw you leave with a crying baby.”
Her shoulders dropped.
“For two weeks, he’s been saving money because he thought he could buy Claudia back.”
“The money was for me,” Claire said.
“What else are you relieved I know?”
“I’m not relieved.”
“You are.”
Claire looked down at Ivy.
The baby shifted against her chest, and my gaze followed.
Claire noticed.
Her expression changed.
“Mel, I didn’t come to the hospital to take anything from you.”
“I know Ivy is yours.”
“I know you know that now.”
She adjusted the baby’s blanket….
